光阴似箭，日月如梭

光阴似箭，日月如梭。

感叹时光就这样从指缝间流逝。也不知道是不是因为时间过得太快，步伐太紧凑，渐渐地失去感到遗憾的心态。

虽然对曾时的回忆有些眷恋，但我也忘了珍惜。

这些年来，我努力得到了什么？我珍惜了什么？我失去了什么？我都不记得了。。

曾经读到“当一个人在这世上已完成他应完成的任务，他在这世上的时间就已结束。”

我在这世上的任务是什么？我会不会就这样，毫无目的地离去？

I need a break

It has been an exhausting week. Stress level is up, sleepless nights are back. I have been trying my best, but there were still mistakes. And due to the nature of my work, there are too many pairs of eyes watching me, which add on to my stress level, and perhaps contribute a little to my depression. People might think too highly of me, but a superman I am not.

Sometimes, I have the thought of giving up. I'm entertaining that thought again tonight.

To be honest, I'm still lost. I still do not have a clear direction in life. With many of my friends moving towards their goals in life, I think I have been unprepared all along, and have thus failed in this aspect.

Yet somehow, my work (I don't call it a career) is not the main factor that defines who I am. Rather, it is my doings in the Philippines. I have no idea how to make that my career, but I hope it is not impossible to do so.

But for now, a good sleep is perhaps the best way to get rid of any negative thoughts, even if it might be temporary.