2 horrible weeks have passed

Finally, I could get to sleep without thinking of what would happen tomorrow. No more imaginations of worst-case scenarios. It has been exhausting, mentally and physically. It was much tougher this year, more people and problems to deal with.

Even if I had dealt with them badly or wrongly, mistakes have been made. Probably these coming weeks would be crucial, to see the effects of my mistakes.

At times like this, I hope to be away in my paradise. But paradise is nowhere near my reach, even for this coming Christmas.