injured elbow..

i am one injured soldier going to walk into a battlefield with only one arm..



my elbow hurts so much that i had to go and see a doc.. i can't even bend it.. with some rubbing and cracking and my first-time acupuncture, now it's slightly better, but i don't dare to overexert it..

i don't mind spraining my ankle or hurting my legs *choy!* but having an injured arm is definitely much more troublesome.. everything i do i have to take double the time.. simple things like wearing my shirts or feeding myself i can't even do it as swiftly as i used to.. now how i wish i'm a left-hander..

how to write exam essays with my arm like that.. arghh.. can i bring in a laptop to the exam hall and type it out instead???

exams coming..

my mum will know that my exams are coming when:

1. i stay at home most of the time, other than going out to teach tuition
2. i start having irregular sleeping hours
3. i start to ransack the kitchen for my midnight snacks
4. i keep telling her to buy more biscuits, cereals, milk etc.

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life is boring.. study for exams is boring.. grr..

sleepless night..

this was taken this morning at freaking 6+ am.. the sun was just about to rise to shine on all the butts of sleepy pigs.. haha.. took this while i was cooking my tasteless maggi mee.. apparently i didn't catch a wink for the whole night, and there was utterly nothing for me to eat.. no bread, no biscuits, no milk for my cornflakes.. arghh.. i had a scoop of peanut butter though, but of course that was not enough, and i don't want to get gastric pains before a test..

but in the end, i couldn't hold out, and fell asleep at 8+ am, only to wake up at 1+ pm.. and of course, i didn't finish studying.. haha.. aiya, 32 MCQs, tikam power lar..

but then the questions were damn hard manz.. and that prof chang, most of his questions were "choose the incorrect sentence" type.. yucks.. 5 choices leh, how to choose.. you are making things difficult manz..

very tired, but so many things to do.. i don't have many "yuhui"s to share the burden you know..

thoughts..

Oprah Winfrey has the ability to throw big christmas parties for the children affected by AIDS in South Africa, give them toys, clothes, school uniforms and school supplies.. letting these kids have their most wonderful christmas ever.. she gives thousands of children hope and brings out the radiant smiles in them.. her private charity organisation Angel Network has raised millions of dollars to help poor and vulnerable children in many areas around the world..

Jon Bon Jovi has the ability to build a playground for Northern Home For Children in Philadelphia, $300 for each of the children in the home for new school clothes, a backpack filled with school supplies and computers for the home.. he donates $1 million to Oprah's Angel Network to help in providing needs to children that need it most..

what's my ability?

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serious thought aside, i think i'm turning into an alien soon.. sleeping at 5am every night, only to get 3 hours of sleep (exception of 9 hours on non-school days) and have to depend of at least 2 cans/cups of coffee for survival..

look at what school is doing to me..